ABSOLUTION&FORGIVENESS.

I've never felt this bad before, I knew people disliked me, but someone hates me now? Hate is such a strong, harsh word. Hah, I didn't think that this would fuck me up, but it did. I want to be forgiven, it was all my fault after all, but I don't think I'll ever be forgiven. If you're reading this, I'm sorry, and I understand why you feel the way you do. I had trouble falling asleep last night, and when I woke up I still felt like crap, I don't know if anyone knows how I feel, but I just lost a friend. I fucked up this time, and there's no going back on it.