Monday, March 23, 2009

Nothing's Fair

Went to school, it went pretty good, didn't finish my Genocide rough draft, so I went to school without it, turns out it's actually due on Friday. My mom picked me up and in the car I asked if I could get my permit during spring break, and she said maybe and changed her mind again, fuck that shit. She said if i get good grades then we'll talk, and I've been improving a lot, but she lied apparently. Fuck school, lol.

And there's been this girl I've been interested in, I just want to spend time with her and get to know her better I guess. The weird part is that I think about her from time to time, but I think about her before I sleep, and when I wake up, what the hell is wrong with me. Shit, I have this feeling that I should get out before I get myself in too deep. I'm not sad, but I just wish I could tell her how I felt. I've honestly never had trouble telling it how it is, putting myself out there, but she makes me shy, I don't know what it is. Oh well, life isn't fair, but you gotta love it.

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