LIFE IN MOTION

2010-10-13T21:47:00.000-07:00

Haven't been on here for awhile, but yeah.

I feel like I'm fucking up left and right, never doing anything right.

2010-03-27T23:27:00.001-07:00

why do i have to try so hard to convince you? -_-

wow.

2010-03-18T20:58:00.001-07:00

you are such a BEAST.

hm.

2010-03-15T22:15:00.001-07:00

I hate the feeling of wondering where you went wrong.

another adventure.

2010-03-10T22:43:00.000-08:00

damn, Kogis was good, I love being a fatass with my girlfriend :)

2010-03-08T21:42:00.000-08:00

I love it when you call me by those cute names, they make me smile, and happy that I'm yours.

2010-03-03T21:54:00.001-08:00

fucking assholes..........

2010-02-27T23:00:00.001-08:00

pretty bad day..

2010-02-24T19:54:00.001-08:00

what's going on?

2010-02-22T15:05:00.001-08:00

so i got bored and looked on urban dictionary for wrestling, and this pretty much summed up my season..

The toughest sport out there, in which you go for as many as 5 days with no food, 2 without water, and work out in a sauna after impossibly intense normal practices to make a low weight class. You then beat the shit out people in 6 minute matches, some of which last up to 10 minutes if they go to overtime. No pussy rests like in football and no slow pace like in soccer. It is all out tooth and claw WAR for 6-10 minutes against a MAN your exact size who has trained all season to kill YOU. After a match, the you are nearly dead and sometimes cannot stand. You will eventually stand and then fight up to 5 times in one day.(Up to 50 minutes of pure hell.) If you are tough and survive the first day you then go home, get six hours of sleep or less, and do it all over again, with your opponents getting tougher every match. You will probably have been injured at this point and have to fight through it.

Last man standing gets to call himself the champion.

In order to be good at this sport you have to give up all unhealthy foods and train hard at least 3 times a day.

2/17

2010-02-17T17:58:00.000-08:00

today was pretty cool, woke up at 8:50 for collaboration day, and school started at 9:15, WOO!! john raided my room and woke me up, that was a good sleep! after sleeping at 3 cause i was talking to my baby for like 4 hours ;) LOL

new years and valentines!

2010-02-15T00:28:00.001-08:00

i had a really great day, family fun, and fun with baby<3

i'm glad everything worked out as planned, and i'm glad wendy loved my valentines idea/gift! heheheh, the look on her face was priceless, i've never done so much for anyone, you are truly special to me ^__^
candlelit dinner with my baby :') plus orange juice, LOL

and thanks vivian for helping me, couldn't have done it without you!

pure satisfaction

2010-02-04T17:40:00.000-08:00

i love it when i wrestle, and my opponent comes up to me afterwards and tells me, "wow, man you caught me by surprise." i was down by 1 point, without a lot of time left, probably like 20 seconds. i hit my move and gained 5 points, 2 for takedown and 3 for nearfall, which gave me a 5 point lead with 5 seconds left. and then i won, my work paid off.

i knew i was getting better because i got nearfall points on eddie, and after, eddie told me that i was the first one on the team to even get him on his back like that

2010-02-03T21:26:00.000-08:00

pretty bad way to end the day.

shame

2010-01-28T22:08:00.000-08:00

uuughhhh. i'm pretty disappointed in myself today, i can't even do anything right. i couldn't even pin the guy from cypress, and i had the PERFECT set up. especially when my coach had faith in me to turn the points around on cypress. "lyndon, turn this one around for us." "yes coach."

i hope you figure everything out, sorry i couldn't be much help.

2010-01-23T00:25:00.001-08:00

She sure made my day once again :)

2010-01-17T22:38:00.000-08:00

i miss home. i miss you. :(

good thing i get to go home tomorrow!!

2-0!

2010-01-14T00:25:00.001-08:00

Today was pretty crazy. I woke up and weighed myself, and I was 137, so I had to be at least 135 by weigh ins. In the end I was 134.9 when I weighed in, I got real luucky! The guy I wrestled wasn't that great, but I went out there and gave 110%. I pinned him in the 2nd period, so I gave 6 points to our team. Wendy came and she sure made my day, as usual! We went to carls jr after, heheh and I pigged out. Baby treated me out :') well, today was pretty good, I busted my ass and got to where I needed to be, AND I got to see wendy ^_____^

2009-12-28T13:04:00.001-08:00

i think i have the most amazing girlfriend. we can joke around, and always get into little fights and wrestles, she makes me smile and laugh. yet, we can talk about serious things, and talk for hours on end, even until 6 in the morning :')

best, most memorable christmas.

2009-12-25T23:39:00.000-08:00

this christmas was great, i woke up around 7:30 and drove to michelle's house with tom to surprise her, but she didn't pick up her phone, she had 35 missed calls from tom and i, HAHAH. so i just went to wendy's house instead :) hehehe she gave me the cutest gift in the world, i hope you liked mine! i went back to pick up john, and we all went to go eat :) wooo!

i went to my cousin's 3rd birthday party afterwards for a bit, i was late though. i drove home and took a little nap and i felt a lot better! then wendy and i decided we wanted to go to downtown disney, so daaaaaaaaa cue!!

i have to admit this was an amazing christmas, wendy sure did make it that much more special. i enjoyed every minute of it, and i wish time didn't fly by as quickly as it did. i'm really, really glad i met wendy, thanks michelle! hehehe. i loved her mistletoe surprise :)! after that, i drove home happy, dancing and singing in the car like the fool that i am.. HAHAHA

cherishing my life.

2009-12-23T22:14:00.000-08:00

i'll recap on the past two days, since i don't really blog much anymore, besides when i vent and when something interesting actually happens.

12/22
i woke up, and went to the dmv in costa mesa to take my test! i was waiting anxiously and my instructor finally got in the car, he seemed super chill, so that made me less nervous. he was talking to me and asking me questions like what school i went to and all that, so he was a pretty nice instructor. i drove by myself for the first time.. legally. LOL. i picked up tom and lieu to go to the buena park 24hrfitness, and we were lazy so after we worked out, i dropped lieu off, and we went to john's house. then we wanted to go to costco for whatever reason, i don't know, but at least we got free samples :)

12/23
super lazy day until about 3ish. i went to go see my baby :') . i tried to help her wrap gifts.. hahahah. then we wrestled for the five millionth time, and she just sat on me. we were just being lazy bums together, until we went to go pick up john, to go watch michelle's basketball game. after the game, we went to get some frozen yogurt, and tom and john went with michelle. wendy and i took a detour because i missed the street, LOL. but it was nice how she was holding my hand and i was making retarded turns with only one hand :) heheh, and then we fed each other yogurt, which i have gotten better at! we all went to michelle's house, until i had to go home cause its only been 2 days with my license and yeah.. hahaha i love this winter break!

ehh

2009-12-15T00:03:00.000-08:00

I may never be good enough, but I always care.

testosterone all over the place

2009-12-07T19:21:00.000-08:00

first day of practice today.. i lost my match, and fidel lost to the same guy, so i don't feel as bad about losing. i think i might wrestle for the JV tournament on saturday, but i'm not sure. it was pretty intense, watching niggas throw eachother everywhere, everyone yelling.. i'd have to say the highlight match of the day was tyler and larson, tyler won, and larson was bleeding from a mat burn and had a nosebleed.. pretty badass!!

why did i do it?

2009-12-06T20:52:00.000-08:00

because a special person deserves special treatment :)
you know who you are.

well, i woke up this morning to find that my grandpa was in the emergency room. me and my dad went to my grandparents house because my uncle told us he was getting discharged, so we went there instead of the hospital. he told us everything was alright, but i don't know. he was hospitalized a few years ago, and for a long time too, he would be in and out of the hospital. but my grandpa always seems okay. i guess being thuggish runs in the family.. HAHA

then i went to "church" with john, btu really we went to michelle's. then after that, i surprised wendy :) HEHHEHEHE

dreamin'

2009-12-02T20:05:00.000-08:00

life's been really good lately, i haven't taken the time to sit down to formally think about it. i never really sat down to count my blessings.
my family, friends, my health, everything. blessed to be able to ride a bike, and surprisingly, not dead yet.
but especially for my family and friends, who always support me and is always there for me and God knows i'm there for them.

not to mention, you make me smile so easily, even when i'm not talking to you, i think about you and smile. that cute smile of yours pops into my head at random times and i just can't stop thinking about you, and when i get to talk to you again.

i took a really good nap just now, and when i woke up, i thought it was a dream...

adventures..

2009-11-28T22:02:00.000-08:00

woke up at like 2 AM to go biking with john, jude and masashi on the Red Eye ride.. which only 1 other person showed up. john almost got hit by a semi truck at 3 am, pretty cool. we went to krispy kream to get free donuts :)

then we visited wendy and pretty much spent half the day there.. and then we went to my house to spend the other half of the day, watching twilight with wendy :)
if you're reading this i hope you know you made my day again =)

now i'm going to eat pho with my family and john :D

fitnezzzzz

2009-11-24T15:20:00.000-08:00

so much more motivated to get stronger and bigger. i was one of two that did 100 push ups, which is the goal by the end of the semester. me and eddie mendez were the only people in all four periods that did it all at once, i felt really good about myself. but everyone treated me like i was a god or something.. lolol.

i made john make a blog so now we can be gay and blog about eachother<3

as i await..

2009-11-23T21:50:00.000-08:00

for thanksgiving break, my 3 day week has gone off to a really good start. i went to school as usual today, screeching like a pterodactyl..

afterschool, john picked me up to go to michelle's scrimmage, she did a good job, no matter how bad she thinks she did. i went to say bye to wendy.. and she made everything all weird, HAHAHA. -_- i like how i was about to leave and you grabbed my arm and gave me a hug. :')
the game ended and michelle asked for john to give her a ride home and of course i had to sit in the back, seatless again :'(
but we dropped by wendy's for a surprise visit!! and then she thought there were pterodactyls outside because i sound like one ;)

you sure made my day today.

good ride.

2009-11-10T23:01:00.000-08:00

fucked around with cones and traffic signs with mitchell, pretty funny.
biking 40 miles never felt so tiring in my life, i am so out of shape.

WHAT THE FUCK IS UP!?!?!

aaah.

2009-11-08T00:01:00.000-08:00

nothing like a good day with the one you like. =)

pretty good day.

2009-11-05T21:18:00.001-08:00

went to school and all that..

then went to michelle's vball game, then after that i went to eat pho with jude, wendy and irene. it was fun, ahaha. then we visited michelle! cause we love her very much :)
today was really fun, it felt like a friday, but it's a shame it's not. :(

I love your smile and how you make me smile. I love the way you walk, talk and laugh.

never give up.

2009-11-04T16:26:00.001-08:00

"When you reach the end of your rope, tie a knot and hang on."

hang on with all you've got, and never forget you've got people to catch you if you fall.

why does it seem like you're not interested in me?

great weekend.

2009-11-01T21:23:00.000-08:00

haven't had a good weekend like this in awhile.

on halloween me, john and tom went to jennifer's kickback and had a good time. played the longest game of beerpong.. then we lost, hahahaa. oh well, it was fun. me and john are future beerpong champs anyway. we walked home, since she lives right next to me, and john was like, "you have a nice dog" to some random guy, LOL. went home and knocked out.

today, i went to the Confirmation 1 retreat. it was good, i especially love how at the beginning of the day, everyone in the family is afraid to talk, and eventually we become a real family. everyone talks to eachother as if they've met before. but i'm pretty sure it didn't impact them as much, and i'm pretty sure it was because they didn't have adoration, which disappointed me, because that's what really changed me as a person. i hope none of them wasted their time today.

woooo!

2009-10-23T20:25:00.000-07:00

mama told me if i kept up my 3.8 or higher, she'll buy me a car in february.

richard and john taught me how to drive stick today =D

just another day

2009-10-21T19:49:00.000-07:00

went to super autobacs with jude randomly to hang out with john and chau. john was trading his wheels with this guy and he broke his tool, ahahah.. then he had to call his cousin to bring one, owned. i went to wendys to eat while he was getting it, and i'm all full now!! :)

i'm into you. you're interesting and fun to talk to. =)

it is what it is.

2009-10-19T18:42:00.001-07:00

nothing more, nothing less, maybe i did change.

"You can spend minutes, hours, days, weeks, even months analyzing a situation; trying to put the pieces together, justifying what you COULD'VE, SHOULD'VE, WOULD'VE happened, or you could just leave the pieces on the floor and MOVE THE FUCK ON."

hey.

2009-10-18T16:27:00.000-07:00

FUCK YOU.

today was a good day.

2009-10-16T23:28:00.001-07:00

went to the block to watch zombieland with john, tom and nick. then.. i called henry and went to a party with him. i feel good =D
parents aren't mad.. and i'm buzzed, i love life.
why are you mad at me?! :(

thug life

2009-10-10T20:19:00.001-07:00

fuck bitches.

wuuuuuuut.

2009-10-07T22:14:00.000-07:00

you are one interesting individual.

fucking shit fuck

2009-10-06T22:04:00.001-07:00

what am i doing with my life?
LATES.

bleh.

2009-10-01T21:56:00.000-07:00

it sucks, when you miss someone, and you're probably the last thing on their mind.

why is life so unfair?
what don't i have?

bad day.

2009-09-29T21:32:00.001-07:00

people constantly try to walk all over me and underestimate me, even when i prove them wrong. FUCK THE WORLD

live, learn.

2009-09-26T23:04:00.000-07:00

whenever i look in my psychology notebook, i find the paper i filled out for Mr. Roy. the last question gets me every time. "how are you enjoying your life? why?" my response was, i love my life, because everything is going in my favor. then he asked me, "what if they don't?" then it hit me. i don't really know what i'd do. i'm lost right now, it's like i don't know where the ground beneath me is anymore. eh, that's life right? live, love, learn?

life.

2009-09-25T17:54:00.001-07:00

kinda sucks.

wtf?

2009-09-22T20:27:00.001-07:00

i don't know what's up anymore.
actually. i do sort of.
and it was all my fault, i don't know what to do anymore, i hate myself.
i'm never fucking good enough for anyone, i give up.

eeeeeeeeh.

2009-09-21T23:06:00.000-07:00

i'm afraid you're gonna forget about me. i know you don't have the time to talk to me, so i try to talk to you as much as i can. i don't want to lose you. even if you can't be mine, i still want to be your friend.

i wish you knew..

the moment of truth.

2009-09-20T09:52:00.000-07:00

it all happened so fast. "Fuck the world, don't ask me for shit. Everything you get you gotta work hard for it". you can have anything you want right? as long as you really want it? maybe.

i miss you. i hope nothing changes.

on the other hand, yesterday john was at my house doing nothing as usual and we watched waiting and still waiting. he left at like 11, gay, we didn't even get to fap. LOL. today i am going to the swapmeet with tom and selling my camera hopefully if the nigga doesn't flake out.

fearful.

2009-09-19T09:16:00.001-07:00

i'm afraid of the future, what if it doesn't work out? would we still talk? i'm afraid of the fact that you might not like me as much anymore, afraid that you're tired of me. i feel like a big disappointment, i disappoint a lot of people.. family, friends, teachers. i'm really confused right now.

today.

2009-09-16T21:21:00.000-07:00

was alright, school went by quickly, thanks to late start. i really miss lany, i didn't talk to her much today, but she's busy so i understand.

went to a vball game at rancho today with John, Jude, Tom and Mitch. it was rancho vs west. rancho owned west like no other..

john stalled in the parking lot trying to clear a speed bump, LOL. i took a dope ass picture of his car, no photoshop, that's really his plate ;)

monday.

2009-09-14T18:12:00.000-07:00

so yeah.. school's been easy. finished my homework due wednesday, finished my trig/stats hw in class. i hope i stay on top of things and don't stray too far from what i need to do.

tomorrow i'm taking pictures for LQ's girl's volleyball.. fun. and i'm selling my camera tomorrow hopefully, if he can make it. if not, i'm selling it on wedsneday.

uuuuuuughhh, the Nikon vs. Canon people are pretty annoying. it's obvious they don't know their shit because Nikon competes with Canon, they're competitors for a reason, they're both on top in the industry and they are equal. it's a matter of personal taste.

maybe

2009-09-12T18:08:00.001-07:00

i'm just crazy.

TGIF

2009-09-11T16:30:00.000-07:00

yay, good thing school started on thursday, the weekend came quickly. everything feels routine again already, laaaaaame. it all begins again on monday. i hope all my classes are as laid back as they seem. after this year, i'm pretty much done with school. no need to worry about senior year. i have a feeling this year is going to fly by even faster than sophomore year, wooooooo!! life is happening so fast, i'm getting my license in a few months, but i could remember my first day of high school, exactly what i wore, everything. it felt like it was just yesterday. now that i realize i shouldn't be in a rush to grow up, because if you think about it, a lot of older people wish they were young again, i should enjoy my time and take it slow.

goodbye summer

2009-09-10T15:27:00.000-07:00

hello new school year, so far things seem promising. my teachers seem easy and laid back, but i especially like psychology. i plan on getting good grades and all that.. hahaha.

i'm really looking forward to michelle's volleyball game, which i am taking pictures of, yaaaaay. she told her team mates that i was going to be taking pictures of them, and she made me seem all good, i hope i don't disappoint.

i really miss my girlfriend.

down.

2009-09-03T20:14:00.000-07:00

pretty sad about some things that are happening, but adversity is what life is about.
if it weren't for the sad and hard times, we would never be able to understand what happiness is. sometimes i'd be happier than i've ever been my whole life, and i could never describe it. sometime's i'd be at an all time low, but that's just life. and i just have to keep my head held high and deal with it, i know what i want, and i'm gonna do whatever it takes.

on the other hand i finally picked up my canon 40D, yay.

life

2009-09-02T20:43:00.001-07:00

happens. i guess.

ORGAN DONORS

2009-08-25T10:28:00.000-07:00

last night was fucking crazyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeehhhhhhhhh. we met up at the starbucks and costco in FV. rolled out and the route led to downtown santa ana, roflzz, where we saw 4 trannies, lolol. then, we rode to orange circle and chilled and ate. i was hanging out with john, masashi, mason and tommy most of the time, but i met some new people. the route went to lee's sandwiches on brookhurst/westminster, so we were there for about an hour or two. when everyone started rolling out, we went home because everyone else was going back to FV.

we went to john's house and john made us snowcones! :)
then i got home around 12:30 and called lanyyyyyyyy then went to bed ^__^

L squared.

2009-08-23T14:54:00.000-07:00

something really interesting happened this morning, at 1 AM. i'm happy i stuck around, she was well worth it. now, when i look back, i don't care how many times i've been sad, it all led to this, and now i'm happier than i could have ever been if i decided to give up.

birthday dinner.

2009-08-22T22:12:00.000-07:00

tonight was a good night, at first a lot of people didn't show up, but then people started coming. best of all, my bestfriend michelle could go again, it made me happy!!
i didn't even mind when she was choking me.. =)

lany made my day! i was so happy when i was with her, hahaha. she always makes me happy! aaaaah, i'm so glad i found her, she's a keeper. i'm going to the beach with her next thursday, yay! :)

not all 27 came, but it turns out we had more than enough money, loc offered to pay if someone didn't have enough money, thanks mannnnn.

pictures on flickr.
http://flickr.com/lyndonlikesfood

birthday.

2009-08-20T11:31:00.000-07:00

i started the day really well, with michelle and henry surprising me by coming over at 7, when i was still in bed. hahahah. i love them, more plans for today hopefully? i'll update later today with pictures and all that good stuff. kim also dropped by to give me my birthday gift! :)

wearing michelle's jacket, HAHA.

fell asleep on me.. but i love you, i know you had to get up at 6!

thanks for the balloons henry & michelle!

reads:happy birthday bestfriend, i love you a lot! hope we started your bday day greatly. you guys sure did. hahaha.

and breakfast of courseeeeeeee =)

after they left i didn't really do much but be a lazy ass. i just took a nap earlier and i don't think i'm doing anything else but staying at home with family. :)

& Lany made me a special video :) i like her :)
she makes me happyyyyyyy

she even dropped by and gave me brownies and a keychain that says L squared!!<33
is this what love feels like?!

you know, it makes me realize how lucky i am to have people like this in my life. my bestfriend, henry, and a girl that makes me extremely happy unlike any other, and the only time when i am happier is whenever i see her. aaaaah i love life.

again?

2009-08-19T09:43:00.001-07:00

i decided i should start blogging again, maybe later on today.. hahaha
hi lany!

...

2009-07-06T18:36:00.001-07:00

I don't like the situation I'm in. Things could be better, a lot better. But I hate to be a bitch because other people have it worse, so whatever. I'm not being cynical, it's just that I'm at a point where I just want to give up. I also hate the fact that I'm just a toy to everyone, I have feelings too, I don't mess around all the time.

fixed friday

2009-06-12T22:59:00.000-07:00

afterschool, masashi, mitchell, scott and sean rode to my house, went to rite aid to get ice cream, and then mitchell's tube kept getting owned up, so he went home. but we were like wtf? and we rode to seal beach instead, ate taco bell, chilled, all that good stuff.

life is unfair, i think about you, but i know you don't think about me. why does this always happen to me, another sleepless night, i hope you feel good that i always think about you.

steezy

2009-06-08T22:47:00.000-07:00

went to driving school today, dmv to get that long paper thingy.. and turning it in and taking the test on wed-thurs. i'm a lagger =)

so my bestfriend michelle made a blogspot, YAY FOR HER!! :)

oh yeah, i love my bike. i can't wait until summer, ride ride ride ride 24/7

fixed fridays

2009-06-05T23:46:00.000-07:00

so me, mash, mitchell, and noah decided every friday we'll go ride and get food and shit. pretty down :D i rode to in n out with them today, and me and mitchell just rode to seal beach town square or whatever and had an adventure in target.. lmao

i miss you more than ever, but i don't think you would ever want to know, at least we're talking again, goodnight.

rough

2009-06-02T23:20:00.001-07:00

everyone's out to get me, everyone tries to make me look bad, fuck y'all.
i want to give up, but at the same time, i don't. oh well, whatever, it is what it is. at least i'm talking to you again. lol.

hopefully i pick up the '08 ftp tmrw..

blankity blank blank

2009-06-01T21:27:00.001-07:00

A thousand times a day I tell you I love the way you sing
Even though it makes me cry, it’s my favorite time to be alive

It's sad how I think about you every day, and you're probably not thinking about me, what is it about you? I miss how things used to be. I miss you.

today

2009-05-24T23:01:00.001-07:00

today i realized the world is better off without me

move on up

2009-05-19T15:28:00.000-07:00

i truly cherished those few moments we had, i knew it was only a matter of time, but i enjoyed it. you're still a great person, and i hope you find what you're looking for.

as for me, i could be feeling better, i don't know why i exposed myself to you and made myself so vulnerable so quickly. oh well, this is life, i've learned my lesson.
i still want to talk to you, but i guess you don't.

happiness

2009-05-18T16:42:00.000-07:00

i've been a lot happier than usual, i think i have to be one lucky fellow that's mellow and likes jell-o. hahahaha. so someone finally gave me a chance, and i'm not going to let her down.

i'm getting my bike tomorrow ^__^, time to bike to princess jennifer's house!
well, i'm gonna go to the gym and push my body to its limits and be crazy to be a US Marine. possibly.

alright scratch that, my night ended with some negative actualization about myself, life, and people.

why

2009-05-17T00:59:00.000-07:00

why is it that i think about you before i sleep, but really, we don't really know eachother yet. this is a good feeling, i like this feeling.

hello,

2009-05-15T21:36:00.001-07:00

i like a cutie 3.14.

life, life.

2009-05-14T21:38:00.000-07:00

i try too hard sometimes, lol. i don't feel like impressing anyone, i'm me, and if that isn't enough, then forget it.
maybe i'm selfish, i want you to myself i can't help it.

excessive

2009-05-13T22:52:00.001-07:00

i open my mouth way too much. some things are better left unsaid.

another sunday

2009-05-10T19:17:00.000-07:00

just a friend. here i am on sunday, bored. testing starts tomorrow. fuck, lol, fuck school.

UNTITLED #3

2009-05-09T23:57:00.001-07:00

You always want what you can't have. That especially goes for me.

Unbelievable

2009-05-08T22:40:00.000-07:00

Well I went to Mitchell's house today, rode his bike and killed my nuts, and chilled.

fuck you.

2009-05-07T17:12:00.000-07:00

everytime i talk to my mom, she never wants to talk to me, she always shoos me away, like i'm annoying. well fuck you mom, i just realized, i've lived with you all my life, but i barely know you.

on the other hand, things are going alright, i'm content with my life, things are finally normal.

lazy lazy lazy

2009-05-04T17:36:00.000-07:00

lately i've been slacking off, doing nothing. confirmation is in about a week, on may 12. i'm excited, but for all the wrong reasons, lolol. i'm excited because i'm getting money from my family, LOL, sorry god.

anyway i've been saving up for a D80 or D200, fuck this gay D60 with no AF rotor. and for sure i'm getting a 50mm f/1.8D lens, yay. and eventually a sigma 10-20mm f/3.5-4 HSM.

D80-$480ish D200-$580ish

$140, cheap, good lens.

$500
photonerd.

May Fools

2009-05-02T10:23:00.000-07:00

Scandalous, money, greed and lust. In this trife life, there ain't nobody you can trust.

Shit, I am fucking tired, played some basketball last night, quote and quote. Today's my little cousin's communion, and party or something after. But I don't know what time so I can't make plans with anyone.

Sometimes I feel like giving up, but then I remember she was worth all the troubles back then, and she's worth all the troubles now.

Keep it steezy, never forget who you are, and where you came from.

Done.

2009-04-29T18:23:00.001-07:00

I'll leave.

UNTITLED #2

2009-04-27T18:03:00.000-07:00

Fuck bitches.
Especially the ones that ask for help, and when you help, they act like they don't need it.

HYPED

2009-04-23T17:36:00.001-07:00

Went to school.. fucking boring. Afterschool was hip hop club, I just realized we're really low on members, fuck. I hope this year's club rush will be good, so we get more people. I practiced with Andy and Kevin, while Che was teaching the freshmen. Damn, I hope a lot of people will join the end of this year, and I really hope a lot of freshmen will join this fall. Andy and Kevin needed to do an article for their photo class, so they had to take pictures of us, hahaha. They got a picture of my perverted face, LOL. Damn, I really need to step it up, with leaders being next month. My flares are counterclockwise and my mills are clockwise, wtf, fuck life.

I got my new lens today, 55-200mm f/4-5.6 VR, it's pretty nice.

Pep rally tomorrow, Miller told me it's supposed to be this guest who got fucked up from surfing, and went headfirst into a wave and became a paraplegic. His foundation's goal is to put paraplegic's onto surfboards, snowboards, skiing, anything. Pretty crazy shit. Or as Mr.Miller likes to say, "it's bitchin'".

blank.

2009-04-22T21:38:00.001-07:00

I think about you before I sleep.

Push It

2009-04-21T23:39:00.000-07:00

Lately I've been pushing myself to my limits, training until I'm about ready to pass out. All I care about right now is bboying, my crew, and school. I'm hyped for Leaders of the New School 2, and it's next month, lol. I hope I can get better by then, haha. Besides bboying, I've been getting my work done, staying on top of things.

Today I went to Rancho afterschool with Jude because I was supposed to session with Kelsey and James, but Kelsey couldn't make it so it got called off. Jude turned in his guest pass to go to Rancho's Sadies. I beat Kim up again today, LOL. HAHAH. Collab tomorrow, woo, peace.

Where Brooklyn At

2009-04-20T18:40:00.000-07:00

Holy shit, today was fucking hot, good thing I busted out my wifebeater, I have a beater tan now.. LOL. Well I'm doing hw now, and after I finish my homework I'm gonna try this new work out I found. Hahaha.

I need to train harder and harder, fuck, bboying ain't easy. I'm over that girl now, but now its like, awkward turtle, ahahha. O well, it's all good. I don't need any of this, I got my boys and everything.

So like a week or two ago, I told this girl I thought that if I didn't do what I did, we would still be together, and she said she thinks so too. The weird thing is, I still think about this girl sometimes and I still wonder why it ever ended, everything was so perfect, but I fucked it up.

let the sunshine in.

Another Saturday

2009-04-18T21:17:00.001-07:00

Woke up at 7, talked to Henry before we went to SB's confirmation. After the confirmation mass we went to his house, then ate pho with David & Mitch. Then we went to the supermarket to play hide & seek, LOL. After, we went to Rite AID for ice cream. Then, David picked up Paul, my new friend of the day. Hahaha. We chilled at Henry's house, then I went to church.

When I went home.. I felt out of it. I talked to that girl again.. and I talked to her about how I was interested in this girl, but she doesn't know that it's her.. Then she asked me how come I'm interested in her because I never see her. Then I said, because I talk to you, and I meant to say her. Fuck I blew it, lol, fml.

It's Almost Here

2009-04-14T16:24:00.000-07:00

Summer's just around the corner, I feel it. School was boring today.. I fell asleep in 6th period. I was supposed to go to Bolsa's volleyball game today to take action pictures for Henry, but I forgot I had a dentist appointment today. I hate going to the dentist, I always have to wait like two hours, fml.

At home I was browsing around for lenses and such, I might want to get a 14-24mm lens, but I'm not exactly sure yet. I was on the Nikon site and in the news section I noticed they released a new camera today, lucky me for noticing it. I think I'm gonna save up money and sell my camera body and buy the new camera body, "Nikon D5000". I'd probably only have to pay $100-200 after selling the body. I might, I might not, hahaha.

12.3 Megapixels of beasty-ness. I might, I might not, it's just a little step up.

So I finally started talking to her again, it's a good thing she doesn't know, that would be awkward, but sometimes I wish she knew. But then again some things are better off unsaid.

The End

2009-04-12T21:05:00.000-07:00

I haven't blogged for a few days, it's ALL Michelle's fault. Shit. Hahaha. Well, last night I went to Robbie's party, crazy shit happened, you can see the pictures at http://flickr.com/lyndonlikesfood under the Spring Break 2009 set.

Today I didn't do anything, it was a family day, my uncles, aunts and cousins came over to eat lunch. I had some grilled chicken and potatoes, my mom is the best cook. Anyway, after I finished everything and waited a bit, I went to the gym with ken to work out, I have to get ready for the Marines and shit you know, hahaha. At like 5 I went to church.

After church my family and I went to eat out at some com tam place, it was pretty good and there was fast service :D. After we finished eating we went to get some frozen yogurt at Yogurt Passion, it was alright.. but I like Yogurtland better.

Good shit.

And for that girl that was supposedly my best friend, yelled at me for something I didn't even do. I was almost feeling bad for the cat that had a "panic attack", but then she yelled at me. She didn't even give me a chance to explain my side of the story, all she wanted to do was yell at me, well fuck that shit, I gave her too many chances already, I'm always the option. If I don't matter to them then they don't matter to me.

All We Want is his Freedom

2009-04-09T18:39:00.000-07:00

Today was boring, I woke up in the morning, had a bloody nose, and it was like 8:30. I cleaned up and got on aim, and the first person to aim me was ninja girl, my bestfriend :'). I watched Dragon Ball Z Evolution.. ahaha. She left me to go to the zoo with her lover, and I was even more bored. Someone should make plans soon. :)

Anyway.. I don't talk to her anymore, but sometimes I wish I did, but I don't really want to bother her. I seem like a creep. I just wanted someone that I could show who I really was to. A girl that I could treat like a princess, someone who I could call mine. If she could give me just one chance, I would give her the world.. if only she'd let me. I'm not sad, I have a feeling of emptiness.

I'm gonna go play Street Fighter 4.. I'm bored.
I ordered a new lens today, a Nikon AF-S 55-200mm f/4-5.6G VR, eheh.

Another Beach Adventure

2009-04-08T21:07:00.000-07:00

Woke up around 8, Jude came over at like 8:30 or 9, and we went on shitbrix.com until it was time to leave for Bolsa, to meet up with Henry. His practice was supposed to be over at 10:30 but it actually ended at like 11, what the fuck.. At least Michelle called me to make me less bored, she was waiting for me to visit her =), LOL.

We went to Henry's house and waited for him to finish changing and shit, and that took like another hour, then we left to visit Michelle, you better have liked your visit, we missed the bus because of you :(. When we were walking there.. I took this picture, and it was the shit.. LOL

It was a long ass walk to her house, hahaha, but it was nice seeing her after.. a long time.

I told her a joke. LOL

We then walked to the bus stop to take us to Magnolia/Westminster to take the Magnolia bus to the beach. When we got on the bus, we were doing stupid shit like playing ninja, hahaha.

We got to the beach at like 2, and we waited at the bus stop on Magnolia and PCH until we decided we should walk. While we were walking Henry fucking crossed the street, then the bus came, and we couldn't make it in time. Fuck our lives, LOL. Henry wanted to run there so we changed, and ran there like dumbasses, pre marines training and shit you know?!

I was about to pass out, fml.

I saw a penis on the ground and I just had to take a picture of it.. hahahaa.

We walked around and did nothing.. so Henry and I wanted to go home, but Jude wanted to stay there. We left on the bus on Beach, and it turned on some street to a terminal or something, and it was in front of Bella Terra, so we decided to have an adventure at BT, LOL.

We had to walk to Beach and Mcfadden to wait for the bus, and we had to wait like 30 minutes.. fuck. We got on the bus and Henry got off at Beach and Westminster to get home, and I went straight to Beach and Chapman. While I was walking home I saw a dead cat.. poor cat, it reminds me of my dog when he got hit by a car, RIP Casper.

So now I'm at home just chilling, today was alright.
Today, people showed me their true colors, who they really were. Today was the moment of truth, but I guess if people aren't down for you, you shouldn't be down for them, move on.

Rick Change Bitch!

2009-04-07T16:12:00.001-07:00

I didn't blog yesterday because I was lazy as fuck. Anyway, yesterday, me, Henry and Mitch went to the beach. They went to my house, and my mom drove us there. No packed lunches today, hahaha. We got there around 4 something, 5? I don't remember.

We got dropped off at Beach & PCH, and walked to Main again, 'cause adventures are always more fun. When we finally got to Main, we called Elaine because she was at the beach and we wanted to meet up with her. We met up with her for like 5 minutes and she wanted to go shopping, DUMBB.

After, we wanted to go eat, then swim. We wanted to eat first 'cause it was closer, and we didn't wanna walk back, hahaha. We went to PCH hot dogs again, I got a hotdog & chili cheese fries.

LOL
After we ate we went to go swimming, and it was fucking cold. Henry busted out his fucking gangster socks.

"Man he's the coldest nigga alive.."
We ate again after we finished swimming.. at PCH hot dogs again, LOL. Shit we can't get enough of that chili cheese goodness. We walked on the pier after, no homo, and it was cold as fuck.

Then while we were getting picked up, Henry was looking at his penis wondering why it's so small.

LOLZZ

Today, I did nothing all day but talk on aim. I ate pizza rolls and tacos today, hahaha. While I talked to michellesneaky ninja girl, I didn't get to see you at the beach, you lame beast, I hope you read this! ):

YUMM

Family Outing

2009-04-05T14:08:00.001-07:00

Today I woke up around 9ish, did nothing until 11. I went to a meeting at 11 for the Confirmation retreat program, the next retreat is gonna be in October. It sounds so far away, but it's gonna come by hella quick, brace yourselves. I had to leave the meeting early because I had to go to my little cousin's birthday party/picnic at Modjeska park in Anaheim. It was pretty fun to chill out at the park with family.

Baby cousins, cute right?

Family shot.
The day isn't over yet, I'll have more to do later on tonight, hopefully.

Today I sessioned with Duy, James and Jerick, I haven't seen them in awhile. Some weird ass shit happened, this guy came and he tried to dance..

REJECT, LOL.

Duy busted out his crazy ass power moves, flare to elbow track, his 2k's, 90's.. good shit.

Henry came too, hahaha.

I had a pretty good day today, another adventure tomorrow hopefully.

Spring Break Adventure #2

2009-04-04T21:13:00.000-07:00

In the morning, I thought I was gonna have a boring day, but Henry called me up and asked what we were gonna do today, and I was like, ADVENTURE! So then we were thinking about where and what to do. I said we should go to the beach, and Ken wanted to come over, so I made him go with us. When Ken and Henry were at my house, we didn't do shit but watch videos, hahaha. The adventure begins, in the car.

"My leather so soft", what the fuck?

An accident slowed us down a bit, it looked pretty bad, a woman was on a stretcher, kinda ruined my day for a second. Pray for her.

We kept going down on Newland, and it was fucking blocked, wack like a hacky sack.
But we didn't trip, chocolate chip, we went on a detour and went around! :D

We finally made it to the beach, and got off on Beach & PCH and walked to Main from there.

We made it to the pier, and some people trying to spread religion were giving out 1 million dollar bills, lolol.

We were walking around and found an alley, where

Henry came out of the closet, HAHA.

We stopped to grab a bite to eat, my mom packed us boxes of fried rice, thanks mom!

After that, we decided we wanted to swim, even though it was cold as fuck, hahaha.

Getting ready.. ooooooh baby

That's some Brokeback Mountain shit..

I made a sand penis and Henry used it, and he has a choad!!

When we finished swimming, we walked around, watched street shows, grabbed a bite to eat at PCH Hot Dogs, great place to eat for cheap, hahaha.

After that, we tried to make it in time to take some pictures of the sunset, but we got there too late, and it already set, hahaha fail. Someone asked me to take a picture for them, and Henry took a picture of me taking a picture with my camera, hahaha.

We were walking to CVS, when we found another dark alley way, and Henry busted out his blue steel.

My dad picked us up at around 8, and on the way to drop Henry off at his house, I wanted to go to Mitch's to pick up my xbox controller that I forgot last night. When Mitch opened the door I had my camera ready, and when he came out he was half naked and I got a picture of him, LOL. He told me not to put his picture up, so I'm not gonna be fucked up and do it.. hahaha, homies for life!

Anyway.. the whole day I forgot all about my problems, thanks guys. I only wish she knew how I felt, and I really don't know what to say about that bitch replacing me.

Spring Break Adventure #1

2009-04-03T21:25:00.000-07:00

I decided to go to Henry's house, Mitch was there too, and they wanted to go to Mitch's house to play Left 4 Dead and shit, so we went on our adventure. We walked cause it was more fun, hahahaha.

Nigga shit, Tastea?
Hahaha, we kept walking, and went to 99 Cents.

NOTHING OVER 99 CENTS?!
We didn't really buy anything, we just looked around and fucked around and shit.. hahaha.

Snacks on snacks nigga!
We kept walking, and I guess Mitch was talking about some guy, then Henry saw a scooter laying around, so he jacked it, lolol.

LOL, HAHAHA.
We finally got to Mitch's house, and when I walked in his room, it was fucking dirty as hell.. even worse than my room.

"Shit looks like a crime scene" -Henry, hahahaha, good shit guys, good shit.
Niggas wanted to play Left 4 Dead, Skate 2, and COD4. Fuck Skate by the way, I hate that game, I eat shit 24/7, hahaha.

AGRESSIVE.

SNACKZZZZZZZZZZZZ!
I had to go home around 9ish.. I walked to Brookhurst and Hazard to get picked up, and we had a mini adventure on the way there. I needed to pee so I found a dark corner, HAHA.

That's what's up.
Henry and Mitch were gonna get picked up by David to play pool, I kinda wanted to go, but I knew my dad wouldn't let, so whatever. I finally saw David, I haven't seen him in awhile. I haven't seen any of them for awhile actually.. hahaha.

Fucking sexy ass beast David eating Doritos, hahahaa.

THUG LIFE, lolol. They were waiting for me to get picked up, homies for life<3
Hahaha, I had a fun day today, but something always tries to ruin my day when I get home. When I got on, I noticed that she was on.. and she usually doesn't go on, so I was happy. When I talked to her, and asked her what she was doing tomorrow, she told me her plans, I was gonna ask her to hang out, but she's always "doing something". Or is it the fact that she doesn't want to hang out with me, haha, whatever, I should stop thinking too much about it.
And my so called best friend replaced me today, again, lolol, best friend, pft. She said she didn't want me to go because me and this guy "didn't get along", so I'm the one excluded. Of course, it's always me. I'm out, goodbye.

IT'S FINALLY HERE!

2009-04-03T15:50:00.001-07:00

& I don't have any plans yet, what the fuck. I've been looking forward to it for the past two weeks, and I have no definite plans yet, lolol. School was especially easy today, I didn't do shit all day, except in English, we had a test, but we got to watch Monty Python and the Holy Grail, pretty sick, I like how they twisted history & humor. I brought my camera to school today, everyone was playing with it.. it got kind of annoying but whatever, it was my fault for bringing it. Pretty fun day, I hope someone makes plans for tonight.

Enjoying a PBJ sandwich, shit son.

Kevin Kim should be a hand model.

I just had to put up these pictures of Masashi's kicks.

RATATOUILLE

2009-04-02T21:39:00.001-07:00

I had a really good day today; school went by pretty slow, but it was pretty interesting. Mitchell made us lose at pickle ball, fuck life, lolol. At lunch there was some dance thing, and these black guys called us out to bboy, and when we did, they ran off. I felt like the whole school was watching and shit.. it was weird. The crowd got me hyped up though, thanks guys.

After school was when it got really interesting, Josh came over because we needed to cook for French. He only went to my house because we wanted to play some xbox 360, luls, we were supposed to go to Michael's house later. When we were done.. we went to Freshia to buy the ingredients to make the ratatouille.

Some beasty 50% off Mr.Pizza shit, lulzzzzzzz.

ALOE VERA!!
We were missing some ingredients.. I hope Ms.Flaherty doesn't notice, it's all good, hahaha.

We bought all the ingredients for like $10. Then Josh&I went to Michael's house.. where we didn't do shit for like two hours. All we did was watch youtube and fuck around.

Porn, lolol.

We were about to cook, but Josh&I wanted to make one last run to get the missing ingredients, QUEST TIME, for 1,000,000 exp. points. HAHA. Anyway, we went to some Korean super market, Ariang. We had to bike from Michael's house, fuck you Josh for making me ride the shitty bike, hahaha.

THE JOURNEY BEGINS.

We made it, finally.

Bitch made me watch the bikes while he was looking for parsley, basil and thyme, we forgot to bring locks.. FML.

We went back to Michael's house, and it turns out they only had parsley at the supermarket, oh well. We cooked in his super cool outdoor kitchen.

It's a shed, with a kitchen in it, pretty ill right?

Cutting shit.. crazy ass Koreans.

I gave Michael's dog a green bell pepper with a dog treat in it, and he had to eat his way through to get it, LOL.

JAPANESE EGGPLANT IN YOUR FACE, LOL.

Our finishing product, looks pretty good right?

It was fun cooking, and after cooking, we just relaxed. We watched Top Gear and made mozzarella sticks with Lays chips. Pretty good, we ate it until we felt like throwing up, lolol.

Who the fuck threw mozzarella sticks in the bag, motherfuckers, I blame Josh.

I'm at home now, resting, I had a pretty good day today, hahaha. I love adventures.. expect some interesting adventures over spring break, luls.

April Fools

2009-04-01T17:17:00.000-07:00

Busy day; school was a breeze. I raped my science test, I swear I'm good at that astronomy shit. After school was over, I went home, did my homework, and my Bishop Letter for Confirmation. Who's gonna go to my confirmation? May 12th. Tell me if you want more info.

Anyway.. nothing much happened today, pretty boring April Fools this year. Ah.. I can't believe it's been 2 years already. Time flies by, we gotta enjoy our lives before its gone.

I got the best April Fool's joke today, michellesneaky, the ninja girl, told me she was sexy.. hahaha I know right, April Fools.. :)

CAN YOU SAY.. NIKON D60?!

michellesneaky is a wack manizer.

Charity

2009-03-28T20:42:00.000-07:00

This morning I woke up at around 7:30, got the the church at about 8, and he helped set up until the kids got there around 9. I had a really good time, and I honestly have to say I didn't even look at the time, except when the parts that I were in came up, but other than that I didn't text anyone or anything. I was focused on helping the kids have a good time and have a good time myself. It made me feel like a kid again, they brought out the "elementary kid" in me. They made me laugh at the things I would never think was funny, but since it wasn't a really serious retreat, I could loosen up and mess around. It made me remember what it was like to be a little kid, no worries, no nothing. I remember when I was a kid I used to worry over little things, like when I could get my next toy, if i would miss my favorite TV show. I didn't think about anything else today, but to just have fun. This was all because of God, he brought us all together, and he blessed us with the great time we had, praising him together as one. Our group name was Charity, Rosemariae thought of a chant that went like, "From the east to the west, Charity is the best! Donate, don't hate!" LOL, damn I had a great time.

Heart & Schedule

Anyway, I brought home a box of pizza, a whole box was left over, I guess someone ordered too much, hahaha. My dad decided to get our refrigerator fixed instead of just buying a new one, oh well, at least I can enjoy my oreos and milk again! I'm eating right now.. :)

I get to shave Masashi's head next week.. and next week is spring break, WOO!
And yaaay, the girl that makes my day is on, I should talk to her and tell her how my day went. Although she probably doesn't feel the same for me, and she probably doesn't know how I feel, all that matters is that I like talking to her. Today was a good day; thanks God. Well I guess the day did turn bad, I don't think she likes to talk to me as much as I do, or even like to talk to me for that matter. Still, thank you God for everything.

Bittersweet

2009-03-27T16:26:00.000-07:00

Shit, so my refrigerator broke 2 days ago, and when I was going to the freezer to get some food, I realized the ice from the icebox got all drippy, so I grabbed an ice cream to see if it was melting and it was all mushy. So I have to wait until Tuesday to get a brand new refrigerator; fuck you Sears. For now I have to use a gay ass fucking ice box to keep all of my food, wack.

Fuck..

On the other hand, yesterday I ordered a Nikon D60 kit for $440 and gave my other camera back (Canon EOS 20D). It comes with an 18-50mm lens, 55-200mm lens, SD card, card reader, tripod, monopod, lens cleaning kit, all this other good shit. I thought it was a pretty good deal so I got it, just in time for spring break! One more week to go!

BEAST!

So some good & bad things happened.. it's neutral now.
Later tonight I have a meeting for the First Communion retreat.. so yeah, busy busy.

I got home from my retreat meeting at around 9:30, it's 10:46 right now, and I need to get up tomorrow morning and be at the church by 8AM. I should sleep soon, hahaha. Anyway, a few minutes ago, my dad told me that he finished his coin collection. Yeah, he has all 50 states, lolol. Fuckin' legit.

My dad does some pretty dope shit.
I'm playing around with photoshop right now, PEACE.