Haven't been on here for awhile, but yeah.

I feel like I'm fucking up left and right, never doing anything right.

why do i have to try so hard to convince you? -_-

wow.

you are such a BEAST.

hm.

I hate the feeling of wondering where you went wrong.

another adventure.

damn, Kogis was good, I love being a fatass with my girlfriend :)

I love it when you call me by those cute names, they make me smile, and happy that I'm yours.

fucking assholes..........

pretty bad day..

what's going on?

so i got bored and looked on urban dictionary for wrestling, and this pretty much summed up my season..


The toughest sport out there, in which you go for as many as 5 days with no food, 2 without water, and work out in a sauna after impossibly intense normal practices to make a low weight class. You then beat the shit out people in 6 minute matches, some of which last up to 10 minutes if they go to overtime. No pussy rests like in football and no slow pace like in soccer. It is all out tooth and claw WAR for 6-10 minutes against a MAN your exact size who has trained all season to kill YOU. After a match, the you are nearly dead and sometimes cannot stand. You will eventually stand and then fight up to 5 times in one day.(Up to 50 minutes of pure hell.) If you are tough and survive the first day you then go home, get six hours of sleep or less, and do it all over again, with your opponents getting tougher every match. You will probably have been injured at this point and have to fight through it.

Last man standing gets to call himself the champion.


In order to be good at this sport you have to give up all unhealthy foods and train hard at least 3 times a day.

2/17

today was pretty cool, woke up at 8:50 for collaboration day, and school started at 9:15, WOO!! john raided my room and woke me up, that was a good sleep! after sleeping at 3 cause i was talking to my baby for like 4 hours ;) LOL

new years and valentines!

i had a really great day, family fun, and fun with baby<3

i'm glad everything worked out as planned, and i'm glad wendy loved my valentines idea/gift! heheheh, the look on her face was priceless, i've never done so much for anyone, you are truly special to me ^__^
candlelit dinner with my baby :') plus orange juice, LOL

and thanks vivian for helping me, couldn't have done it without you!

pure satisfaction

i love it when i wrestle, and my opponent comes up to me afterwards and tells me, "wow, man you caught me by surprise." i was down by 1 point, without a lot of time left, probably like 20 seconds. i hit my move and gained 5 points, 2 for takedown and 3 for nearfall, which gave me a 5 point lead with 5 seconds left. and then i won, my work paid off.

i knew i was getting better because i got nearfall points on eddie, and after, eddie told me that i was the first one on the team to even get him on his back like that

pretty bad way to end the day.

shame

uuughhhh. i'm pretty disappointed in myself today, i can't even do anything right. i couldn't even pin the guy from cypress, and i had the PERFECT set up. especially when my coach had faith in me to turn the points around on cypress. "lyndon, turn this one around for us." "yes coach."

i hope you figure everything out, sorry i couldn't be much help.

She sure made my day once again :)

i miss home. i miss you. :(

good thing i get to go home tomorrow!!

2-0!

Today was pretty crazy. I woke up and weighed myself, and I was 137, so I had to be at least 135 by weigh ins. In the end I was 134.9 when I weighed in, I got real luucky! The guy I wrestled wasn't that great, but I went out there and gave 110%. I pinned him in the 2nd period, so I gave 6 points to our team. Wendy came and she sure made my day, as usual! We went to carls jr after, heheh and I pigged out. Baby treated me out :') well, today was pretty good, I busted my ass and got to where I needed to be, AND I got to see wendy ^_____^