i think i have the most amazing girlfriend. we can joke around, and always get into little fights and wrestles, she makes me smile and laugh. yet, we can talk about serious things, and talk for hours on end, even until 6 in the morning :')

best, most memorable christmas.

this christmas was great, i woke up around 7:30 and drove to michelle's house with tom to surprise her, but she didn't pick up her phone, she had 35 missed calls from tom and i, HAHAH. so i just went to wendy's house instead :) hehehe she gave me the cutest gift in the world, i hope you liked mine! i went back to pick up john, and we all went to go eat :) wooo!

i went to my cousin's 3rd birthday party afterwards for a bit, i was late though. i drove home and took a little nap and i felt a lot better! then wendy and i decided we wanted to go to downtown disney, so daaaaaaaaa cue!!

i have to admit this was an amazing christmas, wendy sure did make it that much more special. i enjoyed every minute of it, and i wish time didn't fly by as quickly as it did. i'm really, really glad i met wendy, thanks michelle! hehehe. i loved her mistletoe surprise :)! after that, i drove home happy, dancing and singing in the car like the fool that i am.. HAHAHA

cherishing my life.

i'll recap on the past two days, since i don't really blog much anymore, besides when i vent and when something interesting actually happens.

12/22
i woke up, and went to the dmv in costa mesa to take my test! i was waiting anxiously and my instructor finally got in the car, he seemed super chill, so that made me less nervous. he was talking to me and asking me questions like what school i went to and all that, so he was a pretty nice instructor. i drove by myself for the first time.. legally. LOL. i picked up tom and lieu to go to the buena park 24hrfitness, and we were lazy so after we worked out, i dropped lieu off, and we went to john's house. then we wanted to go to costco for whatever reason, i don't know, but at least we got free samples :)

12/23
super lazy day until about 3ish. i went to go see my baby :') . i tried to help her wrap gifts.. hahahah. then we wrestled for the five millionth time, and she just sat on me. we were just being lazy bums together, until we went to go pick up john, to go watch michelle's basketball game. after the game, we went to get some frozen yogurt, and tom and john went with michelle. wendy and i took a detour because i missed the street, LOL. but it was nice how she was holding my hand and i was making retarded turns with only one hand :) heheh, and then we fed each other yogurt, which i have gotten better at! we all went to michelle's house, until i had to go home cause its only been 2 days with my license and yeah.. hahaha i love this winter break!

ehh

I may never be good enough, but I always care.

testosterone all over the place

first day of practice today.. i lost my match, and fidel lost to the same guy, so i don't feel as bad about losing. i think i might wrestle for the JV tournament on saturday, but i'm not sure. it was pretty intense, watching niggas throw eachother everywhere, everyone yelling.. i'd have to say the highlight match of the day was tyler and larson, tyler won, and larson was bleeding from a mat burn and had a nosebleed.. pretty badass!!

why did i do it?

because a special person deserves special treatment :)
you know who you are.

well, i woke up this morning to find that my grandpa was in the emergency room. me and my dad went to my grandparents house because my uncle told us he was getting discharged, so we went there instead of the hospital. he told us everything was alright, but i don't know. he was hospitalized a few years ago, and for a long time too, he would be in and out of the hospital. but my grandpa always seems okay. i guess being thuggish runs in the family.. HAHA

then i went to "church" with john, btu really we went to michelle's. then after that, i surprised wendy :) HEHHEHEHE

dreamin'

life's been really good lately, i haven't taken the time to sit down to formally think about it. i never really sat down to count my blessings.
my family, friends, my health, everything. blessed to be able to ride a bike, and surprisingly, not dead yet.
but especially for my family and friends, who always support me and is always there for me and God knows i'm there for them.

not to mention, you make me smile so easily, even when i'm not talking to you, i think about you and smile. that cute smile of yours pops into my head at random times and i just can't stop thinking about you, and when i get to talk to you again.

i took a really good nap just now, and when i woke up, i thought it was a dream...