today

today i realized the world is better off without me

move on up

i truly cherished those few moments we had, i knew it was only a matter of time, but i enjoyed it. you're still a great person, and i hope you find what you're looking for.

as for me, i could be feeling better, i don't know why i exposed myself to you and made myself so vulnerable so quickly. oh well, this is life, i've learned my lesson.
i still want to talk to you, but i guess you don't.

happiness

i've been a lot happier than usual, i think i have to be one lucky fellow that's mellow and likes jell-o. hahahaha. so someone finally gave me a chance, and i'm not going to let her down.

i'm getting my bike tomorrow ^__^, time to bike to princess jennifer's house!
well, i'm gonna go to the gym and push my body to its limits and be crazy to be a US Marine. possibly.

alright scratch that, my night ended with some negative actualization about myself, life, and people.

why

why is it that i think about you before i sleep, but really, we don't really know eachother yet. this is a good feeling, i like this feeling.

hello,

i like a cutie 3.14.

life, life.

i try too hard sometimes, lol. i don't feel like impressing anyone, i'm me, and if that isn't enough, then forget it.
maybe i'm selfish, i want you to myself i can't help it.

excessive

i open my mouth way too much. some things are better left unsaid.

another sunday

just a friend. here i am on sunday, bored. testing starts tomorrow. fuck, lol, fuck school.

UNTITLED #3

You always want what you can't have. That especially goes for me.

Unbelievable

Well I went to Mitchell's house today, rode his bike and killed my nuts, and chilled.

fuck you.

everytime i talk to my mom, she never wants to talk to me, she always shoos me away, like i'm annoying. well fuck you mom, i just realized, i've lived with you all my life, but i barely know you.

on the other hand, things are going alright, i'm content with my life, things are finally normal.

lazy lazy lazy

lately i've been slacking off, doing nothing. confirmation is in about a week, on may 12. i'm excited, but for all the wrong reasons, lolol. i'm excited because i'm getting money from my family, LOL, sorry god.

anyway i've been saving up for a D80 or D200, fuck this gay D60 with no AF rotor. and for sure i'm getting a 50mm f/1.8D lens, yay. and eventually a sigma 10-20mm f/3.5-4 HSM.


D80-$480ish D200-$580ish

$140, cheap, good lens.

$500
photonerd.

May Fools

Scandalous, money, greed and lust. In this trife life, there ain't nobody you can trust.

Shit, I am fucking tired, played some basketball last night, quote and quote. Today's my little cousin's communion, and party or something after. But I don't know what time so I can't make plans with anyone.

Sometimes I feel like giving up, but then I remember she was worth all the troubles back then, and she's worth all the troubles now.

Keep it steezy, never forget who you are, and where you came from.